FAITH

2011-11-27T18:54:00.000+08:00

I don't want to live my life only full of regrets.

Postcards

2011-11-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

Life has been good to me.

2011-08-13T15:43:00.007+08:00

Well hello, it's been a pretty damn long while.

2011-06-20T06:25:00.002+08:00

These feelings no matter how empowering they become will dissolve into pure foolishness in time to come. This time no matter how hard it gets I'm going to tell myself to stay strong. Come what may I'm not going to let go of you. That's all that matters now. You.

2011-05-30T02:11:00.002+08:00

Well i find no point anymore but just for the fun of it......

People like em ain't easy to come by.

2011-03-24T19:06:00.001+08:00

Been forever since i partied at Phuture.

2011-03-16T20:40:00.002+08:00

A day, month, year. Someone's gotta hurt. Not that everything ends up in ruins. Just the hearts. Barely known you but all these seem so surreal to me. All im saying is i don't want to be left hanging there. I want to feel safe. I want sweet nothings and cuddles every morning. I want to have you to say how much you mean to me now. I want you to want me too.

2011-02-16T15:07:00.002+08:00

Harry's 19th at Powerhouse:)
We all know he had fun that night!

2011-02-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

Oh well.........

2011-02-11T14:56:00.002+08:00

Jonathan's celebration at Phuture few weeks back. The person who kept taunting us to drink ended up a drunkard himself omg hahaha joke.

2011-02-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

NEED NEW CLOTHES!!!

2011-02-02T16:16:00.002+08:00

Dance the night away, grab somebody drink a little more~

Forever powerhouse. Why does it feel like there's nothing else to do?

I feel like......

2011-01-30T16:19:00.001+08:00

2011-01-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

Why do i feel that the events in my life are ever so overwhelming?

You're in another haven safe and free now. I will think of you always. And you will always be the brother you are to me - the one that listens to me whine about my troubles all day long, disturbs and irritates me in every way possible, the one who has helped me so much and whom i owe a lot to.

We will meet again someday.

2011-01-24T01:50:00.002+08:00

Stil feels as in my life's screwed up.
But owell we're gna sleep all day and party all night.

Zack's birthday a few weekz ago:)

2011-01-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Siloso beach party. 2011 bitchesssssss.

2011-01-02T22:44:00.001+08:00

Up, up here we go.

2010-12-17T17:11:00.003+08:00

Sorry i'm quite the fool for love. Im right about to go mental any minute now.

2010-12-14T19:55:00.001+08:00

All i wanted was to stay in love with you.
Why did you have to take it all away from me?

2010-12-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

2010-12-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

Come back, please.
Please.

2010-12-08T16:01:00.001+08:00

Flames to dust, lovers to friends.

2010-12-06T01:27:00.000+08:00

First day that I saw you thought you were beautiful
But I couldn’t talk to you, I watched you walk away
And it felt like I spent all of that second day trying to figure out what it was that I should have said
Third day saw you again, introduced my friend, said all the words I wanted to
On day four and five and six I don’t know what you did, but all I could think about was you

Thought I couldn’t want you, more than I did before
But everyday I love you a little bit more
Find myself asking what are you waiting for
Cos everyday I love you a little bit more

Days they turn into weeks, that’s how good this has been
Still I can’t believe the way this first year has flown
Still you catch me by surprise, when I look in your eyes
When you turn and say that you love me

Thought I couldn’t want you, more than I did before
But everyday I love you a little bit more (and more)
Find myself asking what are you waiting for (what you waiting for)
Cos everyday I love you a little bit more

2010-12-01T17:51:00.002+08:00

Schl's boring. How?

Powerhouse 10/11

2010-11-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY. WE LUV U!

2010-11-19T02:51:00.000+08:00

Note to self: ATTEND SCHL and STOP SKIPPING LESSONS:(

2010-11-16T00:41:00.002+08:00

Met these 2 qt pi3s after schl hurhur.
Orchard>Coffee Club>Boat Quay. So exhausted, i remember.
Around the world in 20 days! Hehe.

2010-11-12T12:41:00.002+08:00

Phuture.
Ok sorry i not good drinker. Blame the beer :<

Cody your face last warning.

2010-11-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

You never once fought for me. So why is my world revolving around you?
It's not supposed t be like this right?

2010-11-08T13:37:00.002+08:00

We are young, we are free.

2010-11-07T16:29:00.002+08:00

I love t disco baby you wna kiss now baby?
My body rocks a rhythm you beat my drum hardddddd.

2010-11-06T18:51:00.002+08:00

Halloween w the girls at Powerhouse:>
Squeezy, irritating, troublesome n9 me no like!

I really like burdengurl93 last n9 sial. Need to stop drinking so much next time!:(

2010-11-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

I could be in love but i just don't know.

Powerhouse>Phuture

And i think it's Phuture again ton9.

Class ended finally. Kthxbai. XXXO

2010-11-01T04:06:00.000+08:00

I'd always lie on the left and you on the right. Skin against skin and you always held me close to you. I hate it when you're always falling asleep faster than I do but yet I find myself gazing at you sleeping. I know you're not afraid of me tickling you but I still do anyway haha. Do you remember the first time when I was in your arms and I told you told me you'd make me the happiest girl, when you told me not to be scared? Everytime when I asked why your hands seem so big when you held mine you told me they would make me feel safe. That was the best thing. Everytime you hug me or kiss me on my forehead you make me feel as if nothing else would ever come close. For the week that I was in japan you had no idea how much I thought about you but to see your texts when I landed back at sg I swear I could cry. Oh and that night when you called me and said you've stuff to tell me when it turned out you just called to say you love me. I swear it was the sweetest thing. Ever. You would always be hooked on dota and I would stay up just so you would text me to say goodnight and when you did i really would be happy. I was afraid that this day would come. Not that I know it wouldn't but not under this circumstance. it just made everything fall apart twice as hard twice as badly. Recently..... All these fights between us. Everytime we had one it just made me stop and think if I was really important to you after all. When you asked me how much you meant to me at the salon and I said a lot, I did mean what I say. Though a part of me wants to ask you that burning question as well it didn't really bother. All I wanted was for you to be with me. Guess I know that now more than ever. Maybe to you this is all going at the speed of light and maybe you're right but seriously I thought we were more than that. it doesn't matter if you don't have me in your heart anymore. Cos I wouldn't care if I only had you with me. Now here I am aimlessly typing all these thru here though I know you'd never look. I love you. Isn't that enough?

2010-10-31T16:40:00.001+08:00

Holland V/Dinner/Cold Rock

2010-10-29T00:18:00.005+08:00

You can't deny you blow my mind. When I touch your body I feel I'm loosing control. You can't deny you blow my mind. When I see you baby I just don't wna let go. Can I get to your soul? Can you get to my thought? Can we promise we won't let go? All the things that I need, all the things that you need; you can make it feel so real.

Don't let go, to my luv.

2010-10-26T23:59:00.001+08:00

These days you barely even say my name like you don't really feel the same and I'm wondering whats to blame. It feels like we're falling apart and it's totally breaking my heart. Cos if being with you means being alone then I guess Im better off on my own. But I cant move on cos that means forgetting, forgetting, everything we had. Instead I keep running, keep running, I keep running back cos I keep forgetting, forgetting, you treat me so bad so I keep on coming, I keep coming back.

2010-10-26T22:59:00.005+08:00

While working for Suddenly Slender

H3H3H3

Life's pretty harsh on me these days.

What happened to my silver lining? What happened to...... you?

Check back.

2010-10-21T05:39:00.000+08:00

Saw this at Michelle's. Almost immediately i cried.

2010-10-19T01:32:00.003+08:00

Out to town for some shopping and h2h talk:)

My life feels mundane. Is there anything else to do? My god it's like everything is falling apart all over again.

2010-10-17T07:22:00.000+08:00

You make falling in love the second time impossible.
My life is screwed.

2010-10-16T06:07:00.000+08:00

I wna take you away let's escape into the music dj let it play.

2010-10-10T19:08:00.003+08:00

Don't bowling balls look like candy sweets?
Anyway i had gr8 fun w my classmates. Can't wait to see them soon:)

2010-10-09T20:06:00.002+08:00

Sheesha > Burbbery w others > Shanghai Dolly > outside Powerhouse? > K.O

Can someone tell me exactly what happened last night? Shouldn't have caused all of you to worry. I should kill myself. Hmmmmmm.

2010-10-04T02:57:00.004+08:00

Phuture on Saturday.
Cannot w8 for Wednesday. Thou i still miss powerhouse..... HAHAHAHA.

2010-10-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hihihihi. Had a long day today. Headed to town for the first time in a long time hehe. Pool plus some shopping here and there. Was feeling guilty to let Kamen and Josh wait for me. Huahuahua. Painted my formally very hideous nails black and cut em short too. Yay yay! Gpa results are out real soon. Gna keep my fingers crossed i don't retake any of the fucked up modules. Hopefully. Talking about schl i really miss my fun bunch of classmates very much. All of them. In fact i miss a lot of people right now. Hehehe.

xxxx

2010-09-28T21:40:00.006+08:00

Michelle Tan Yilin's surprise birthday. Hope we made you v happy that night. Huahuahua!

Happy luvbirds hehe.

Split up and headed to powerhouse! But all i did was to go to Boilers for a moment and then head to Phuture and then Nana -_____________-

2010-09-20T04:18:00.001+08:00

Ok, some random finds in my camera.

XOXO

2010-09-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

This was when i was out w Cheryl. Just shopping around town.... doing ntg much really. SG srsly sucks when it comes to the things to do. Did alot of catching up w her. Hopefully im gna see her soon, next week or stg ogay Cher!!!

Weekends are here!!! Imma stay @ home and be a good gurl:)

XOXO

2010-09-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

Yes baby all I want is you.

2010-09-11T16:34:00.002+08:00

So Comex ended recently righttttttt. Made some great friends there. Was at phuture last night and Wednesday. Both days not able to party w Kit :@ Sian maximum, i miss her so much! Phuture was sucky yesterday anyway.

Supperclub on Sat right after work. Didn't even have a chance to sleep. Tsk tsk. Shum came over to look for us!

Following that i remembered i had GPS paper on Monday right after work.
So you could imagine how i was feeling -_______-
Then again, Phuture on Wed! By then really happiness.com alrd (Y)

2010-09-07T16:32:00.002+08:00

SPERMAINE'S 17TH.

Surprised the sleepy head with hotcakes + candles with Michelle. Then headed to Bugis for steamboat:)

Then Siewhoon and Aj came along w this Mango icecream (Y)

2010-09-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

I think I'm screwed big time, srsly gna screw my 3 papers.
Tell me how?????

Dear september be nice to me pl0x.
Or should I start singing wake me up when september endssssss?

2010-08-31T20:55:00.001+08:00

Shermaine says:
*GO STUDY LA

This is weird. Really.

2010-08-29T16:32:00.001+08:00

2 weeks ago i make the biggest mistake of my life.

2010-08-27T12:37:00.002+08:00

Met and caught up with the usuals. Amidst my not so enjoyable secondary schl phase i am glad to have them hehe. Kind of miss hanging out with them during recess talking about everything under the sun. Used to be much happier then. While the rest was bragging about how long they hadn't rode in 154 i was complaining i had to take it every fucking day. After that some pizza for dinnerrrrr.

2010-08-25T19:09:00.001+08:00

I don't like you that much.

2010-08-24T02:36:00.001+08:00

Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life

Driving through the city to the temple station,
Cries into the leather seat
And Susie knows the baby was a family man,
But the world has got him down on his knees

So she throws him at the wall and kisses burn like fire,
And suddenly he starts to believe
He takes her in his arms and he doesn't know why,
But he thinks that he begins to see

And she says
Don't let go
Never give up, it's such a wonderful life

2010-08-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse with some friends last Saturday. After some drinks and a tequila pop, ko ttm. Ugh........... Gna meet Deena bby soon, I'm hungry!

2010-08-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

Baby baby baby ohhhhhhhh~
Baby baby baby noooooooo~

Hehehehehehehehehehehehhe.

2010-08-18T06:23:00.001+08:00

How much glue you tell me?

2010-08-18T06:15:00.000+08:00

You got me all messed up.

2010-08-14T19:11:00.002+08:00

This was at Mango. When the rest went to nana i went to look for some others. Okiiex holidays are boring..... And i've been a very homely girl so far, staying at home sleeping like a dead pig. I miss my classmates seriously. They're such a fun bunch, gna miss them for these few weeks. Can we meet up or stg? In the mean while, i have aloooooooot of online retail therapy to attend to hehe. But before that imma go munch on some pizza. Im hungrygurl93 all the time:(

2010-08-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

Ok this was one of the rare times when i headed out with Sherm hehe. When am i gna see you again bbg?

Anyway holidays are here so there's alot of catching up with people to do:) And hopefully that comes with alot more partying hehehehe.

2010-08-09T19:50:00.000+08:00

Have you ever had someone steal your heart away and you'll give anything to make them feel the same?

2010-08-04T10:58:00.003+08:00

Really cannot wait for the school term to end, tsk. For one thing i am finally convinced of; i hate presentations. To-the-core.

I didn't really knew SG had that much vehicles till i got caught up in traffic. From Eunos all the way to Clem. Tsk. Well at least last night @ Mango i maintain! Kekekekezxzxc.

I remember waiting for eternity before getting in Powerhouse.
I remember meeting many familiar faces.
I remember going home after being on the dancefloor for 5 minutez.
I remember feeling so stupid after drinking.

Tsk.

2010-08-02T01:07:00.004+08:00

Schl in a couple of hours time. Tssssk, Monday blues are really getting to me. Shall we all pray for Friday's arrival? So powerhouse it was because it's really the only place i find fun. Tsk. Spotted so many faces i haven't seen in a long time. Then again the whole night was spoilt because....... of a single tequila pop. WDF i girl cannot maintain:( Thank god for people like baby, Sherna, Rach, bff.

Hi bff, love you. XO

2010-07-30T01:25:00.002+08:00

Im not sure why but it's as if i still feel you running thru my veins.

2010-07-28T12:02:00.002+08:00

Schl is keeping me so occupied and all. I.need.my.weekend!!! Hmmmm...........

Hehe camwhoring with my fav gurl in class. Bring more safety pinz to class ogay!!

2010-07-23T02:02:00.001+08:00

Ey girl. You got problem just come only. I have all the time in the world. Don't be such a bitch cuz you digust me.

2010-07-22T12:20:00.000+08:00

Am so very tired i just wna fall asleep on my comfy bed right nao;(

2010-07-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

Don't let someone become your everything because when they leave you you'll have nothing.

2010-07-18T19:32:00.002+08:00

Heerens.

Don't kill me kekekeke.

Supperclub was a bore. + the rain got me stuck outside Zouk for almost eternity:'(
Finally celebrated my sis' birdday yesterday before heading to powerhouse. Some familiar faces here and thr and it was so so so much better than Friday! I missed Brandon's party thou, sorry!

2010-07-12T14:30:00.002+08:00

No matter how hard i try. There will always be a part that convinces me i will never be good enough for you. For all the past things that i have done. For all the silly mistakes i made.

2010-07-12T02:28:00.000+08:00

I've fallen in love.
But i've fallen apart.

2010-07-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

So 3rd July we were there at Newton where Mr Boay got married hehe. Don't you just have soft spots for weddings? The bride was so pretty. Anyway it was nice to catch up with the girlies, given that we don't have much time for each other anymore.

2010-07-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

I have gr8 friends. Esp the girlies. Thank you for keeping me sane up till now. Well yes if you're wondering if im going thru a tough time. So love you guys a ton.

And....... Cheryl popped by aftermath.

This bbg of mine has been here for me almost always, giving the greatest advice. Heh luv you bbg:)

2010-07-05T14:40:00.002+08:00

Some time back i finally dragged my lazy ass to Causeway just to get my phone repaired. Made up my mine that i still love my e72 more than my bb so yes back to Nokia. Met up with Kerien hunny for some catching up. We had waffles, yay. Long time since i had them. A pity it's not on Tuesday. This lucky bitch is enjoying herself in Japan now so come back quickly so we can meet again!Our Thailand trip hehe. Time check, 2:46 i'm cold and distracted in my lecture. I miss Sufang hugging me in class:( Anyway today is youth day i know i'm 17 but still a teenager so whr's my 1 day vacation? This is so unfair.......

2010-07-02T02:16:00.001+08:00

So i realised. Maybe you don't like me after all.

2010-07-02T00:33:00.001+08:00

“Sometimes we can fall in love with someone for all the wrong reasons, and still love them even after all the heartache because most of the time, we can’t pick who we love. And even though we know we shouldn’t love them, we do and always will, because there are just some people in our lives who will get to us for reasons we can’t explain, even when they shouldn’t.”

2010-06-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

2010-06-28T16:23:00.000+08:00

Back to schl..............

2010-06-28T02:45:00.001+08:00

You're not sure that you love me, but you're not sure enough to let me go. It's not fair to keep me hanging around in the in-between just because you can't make up your mind. You say you don't want to hurt me but you already have.

Familiar much?

2010-06-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

I cannot remember much, just that we went hopping from pubs to pubs after i got to Bishan. The last stop was Oasis anyway. It's the only one i am certain about. Really doesn't feel like a holiday you know, the past two or three weeks. Ugh seriously i have no idea what i'm doing with myself now. A new direction please....... something new to believe in perhaps?

2010-06-27T00:22:00.001+08:00

Anything that feels good isn't gna last.

2010-06-24T03:56:00.001+08:00

You're killing me.
Face it man what do you want from me srsly.

2010-06-24T02:18:00.002+08:00

To tell you the truth i feel kinda bad for turning down butter tonight.... Hahaha :(

2010-06-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

Taken few days back when Cher darl came over. Hehe i always have a great time with her cos we can talk about anything and everything under the sun. See you soon! Xo.

2010-06-22T04:38:00.002+08:00

So back from watching world cup hehe. Wooooo Torres! Anyway am feeling super exhausted after being away from home for nine days!? I have tons of things undone that needs to be done as well as people who i have to catch and meet up with! Does anyone know how to regain back fair skin after tanning it? My tanline's total shit now i swear. People in the streets could die from laughter looking at it, that's how bad it is. LOL. Well i do miss Samui and all of the fun that comes with it. Name it all, Mai Tai Magaritas Sex on the Beach wooooooo. Fuck yeah cocktails man! Ogay ogay no not an alcoholic no! Back 2 mundane lyfe now. School gurl in a week's time, how scary! There's so many people that i miss now, i don't even know where to start :( Let's see, i have to get to bed and make sure i wake up early tomorrow!!! Ey...... powerhouse?

2010-06-17T13:52:00.002+08:00

Back at Phuture weeks ago. It was so fun i swear hahahahaha sorry my face cannot maintain. Red full blast hehe. My blood cells all sprinter cells siol.

Got back from the chalet yet gta start packing my luggage again nao. Hmmm vegetarian much? LOL.

2 months, D&G wallet. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH. SHANGJIE! BRO, YOU SAY ONE BRO.

Dear Songyang nottiboi93 if you're seeing this please be a good boy and not do anything impulsive ogay. Got me dead worried yesterday alrd. The next time you pua stunt like that i take parang come after you hehe. And make sure we meet after 5 days from today you whore!

2010-06-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

Work left me with a nasty fever:( Pretty cool thou, knowing new people and such. Best part was getting to see familiar faces i worked with at previous roadshows. Happygurl93. Selling AMD was such a challenge but sales were still alright. Ogay, time for chalet. Check back.

2010-06-10T00:50:00.002+08:00

Mambo on 7th!

Qt pies (L)

H3h3 Yt so kewt :)

Sean so cute right!

2010-06-09T15:36:00.001+08:00

I hate to admit but i'm 99.9% sure my commission at tmr's IT show is equivalent to pretty much nothing. Gg.com!

2010-06-07T03:17:00.001+08:00

People say take caution when it comes to luv.

2010-06-03T01:32:00.002+08:00

Oki3 these are overdue but still very memorable because it was the first time to Tiong. Weekiat, effort ogay!! @ Glen's. Red wine with liqour is very addictive! (Y)

Hwahwahwa, happygurl93 today :)

2010-06-02T02:01:00.000+08:00

I hate you.
Yes, to the very core.
:'(

2010-05-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

K3k3k3!^^

2010-05-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

Honey('.')z is a living snorlax hiak hiak! says:
Tmr if you run out of idea remember put in that word.
The marker see alrd sure turned on.
Hi I'm Izdihar says:
hahahaahahha
CONFIRM THE MARKER KNOW ITS SELINA"S IDEA LOR
SEXCITING BRO
Honey('.')z is a living snorlax hiak hiak! says:
Of course! This type of idea deserves a nobel prize. How can they not know is my idea?!
Hi I'm Izdihar says:
lolz
true true
half malay somemore
mendaki and chinese centre combined
Honey('.')z is a living snorlax hiak hiak! says:
KNN HAHAHAHHA.

2010-05-30T17:21:00.002+08:00

So it was Abi's 17th! Xoxo.

HAHAHA this one face cannot maintain! (Y)

2010-05-29T01:23:00.001+08:00

The best is to be there in your embrace.