Wonderful. _l_ up common test. Fail fail fail. Stead, dont chiong so fast can, wait for me t catch up luh.

Today sucked. Dont ask.

Yes, i cant forget. Is that what you want to know? Please, go for her. Perhaps i would be happier. Cos its the reality after all. I've never known what was happiness.

When i saw the msg, i so much wanted to say that i would still be happy. I still want to be with you. Tell me how to carry on life like this.

Today is 14th.

Hell. I've got lowest for emaths common test. Great! Wonderful! Marvelous! (-.-) Prolly failing everything luh! Thought i could pass geog, but in the end, i guess not D:! Relying on hist now, which i dont think i did well? _l_ up papers, LOL.
Exchanged gifts. Xue Qian's gift is really nice luh! All the hearts:] Thanks uh~ Haha, stead's away now, i think to oschool.

Ok yes, i liked it. Did i answer your question? Lol. Thank you:} Xoxoxoxo. Dont be so silly luh, i dont deserve that much.

Changi airport is cool:D!









Replytags:
Wrc!: Haha! Ok luh. I also didnt stay overnight.
Jiawei: Lol, confusing man!
Shermaine: Haha yes of course my dear! To the movies:D
.CLARICE.: Hey! Haha, thanks uh. See you tmr!
Elmo: Lol! But i still like it:D
JuL;: Haha, yea watch movies!
Elmo: Oh hello, LOL. I replied alr:]
Sharon!:D: I emo w/ com la dey! :D

Getting the same bucket tote w/ Michelle and stead! Oh yea baby!

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone.
Just the one, two of us.
But that never happens. Guess im dreaming again.
Lets be more than this.

I've got nothing to say O:

Reply tags first:
Stephanie: Hey yo!
Jaslyn Koh: Hey cute! Hahaa. Long time no see alr. Takecare too! Xoxo.
Superman: I miss you! Xoxoxo!
Jiawei: Hello:] Haha!
SOKKEE: Hey sweet. Haha, thanks:]
.CLARICE.: Haha hi! Thanks yea? Will link you asap. Takecare!
JuL;: LOL. Yes i know my dear. Things will be fine.
Rolin: Hello. Haha, takecare
HUIYNG: o.o? Oh:]
Mel: Meinu! Haha
.CLARICE.: Hello:] Haha. See you tmr;D
Jiawei: No need care la:]
WD: Oh, haha. Thanks? :D
Lay Ling: Lol, listened to it alr.
Stephanie: Hi!
ZT: Paikia! Updated alr.
Dennis: Hello gay:D
Jiawei: Spelt wrongly luh! -.-
SHARON!:D: Crazyarse! Xoxoxoxoxo!
JuL;: Heh! Certain reason eh? XD
Amanda!: Laopo! Happy CNY to you too! Loves.
.CLARICE. Hey yo! Happy cny to you:D!
HanYun: Haha! *gives oranges &; angbao? LOL!
Mel: Haha hey! Thanks:] You takecare too! Xoxo.
Kcw: Who says so? LOL! Not like you luh! XD

Tiring day yesterday. Went Mrs Ng's house. Four people only D: Bro-in-law, zibi! Meet up 2-2 people over @ Kehui's home. Watched them play cards O: Peiyu's house! Haha, her rabbit. Then to Siewhoon's. Attempted to audi w/o speakers D: Almost impossible when it comes to beat up. Timothy's still a pro:( Last stop @ Timothy's house, lol. Audi audi audi. Then watched them play dota. Click here click there:/ Idk a thing about dota D:! Today, Sharon's house. Her bedroom, omg! I learnt mahjong! Ok im still abit blur -.- Prolly playing tonight again. Common tests are the horror! Havent revised yet, and tomorrow's E maths! D:

Yes Benjamin, kan kai yi dian -.- I know i know! Dont emo ah T_T. &thanks Timothy. You must cheer up too:]

Wouldnt it be better if the things happened now, happened 3 years back? You know your limits. Since things are alr like this, then let it be how it should. Even if things took a change, that would still be in the future. I didnt blame you. You dont have to worry too. I'll fufil the promise. Just like you'll be there for me, i'll be there for you.

I can kan kai:] Shanice! I am not emo:/

haaa!SHANICE here helping SELINA to blog!shes so emo): smile luhh!LETS GAMBLE!hehe.nvr see me helping her update again.LOLS. :D SHES A AUDI QUEEN!I DON'T PLAY GAMES D: CRAPS.haa.bb nt playing anymore.

Im updating to stop Juliana from not updating!
Cheer up dear! There's still alot of Valentine's day after this year's. I shouldnt tell you to stop thinking about him. I know it will never work. LOL. Idk what else to say alr. Nvm lah, i'll still be there for you! I wonder what's taking her so long to come online:/

Seriously, i dont want 14th feb to come so quickly, lol.
I am naive, i am stupid. I know i think too much.
No deny, i look away whenever i see you walk past my class.
No deny, i still have feelings for you.
No deny, i cant forget you.
But its not as if i want to. I try my best just to smile everyday, in the hopes of not tearing. I want to be taken away. I dont wanna feel anything else. I need a listening ear. I wanna be in a place without you. I want to dance. Dance away sadness. Everyday, more and more things go wrong for me. Things start to crumble. Its feels as if im falling apart. But i cant seem to find anyone to confide in. I have never felt so weak for a long time. You picked me up, and now you made me fall. Seeing you change into a another person makes it much worse. It seems we were back to what we were a v long time ago, strangers. I wish i wouldnt need anymore of you. I dont expect anything. All these thoughts keep flowing thru my mind almost every minute. I keep lying to myself, saying all i need is just time. Maybe the ultimate question is, how much time do i need? I lost hope, i lost faith. Now tell me, what can i believe in when i dont even believe in myself anymore? Oh, when will tmr be a better day? Its taking so long.
Maybe having trg on 14th is good :O

Westcaost and school.














I love Sharon and Sok Kee more and more! Haha. Anyway, happy birthday to HuiMin! May all your wishes come true yea?

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Dont ever forget, my love.
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