Do you know what this is? Do you?
Ever crossed your mind what's gonna happen next?
Ever thought of what would become of this?
I've fucked my whole life up.
What can i not live without now. Education, family, friends?
Don't wanna lose you Rach. You know what i mean.
I just don't get how things can't go back to the past.
I don't give a fuck about the future anymore cos even he left me hanging there.
What's there to hope. Is there even any?
No drive, no spirit, it's just my frame that everyone sees.
How long is this going to take?
I said what i thought i should. I said what i thought would help.
This time i made the right choice, i know i did.
It's going to be the best way out for all of us.
There's so much left unsaid, even to the closest.
Right from day 1, I was alr the dead fish.
You think you know me? You know nothing. So don't even try to guess, please.