Its okay. Everything will be fine; soon. No, it not your fault. Please dont say sorry. You have your reasons too.

I'll still remember Dec 4th. I'll still remember the late night msges we had, when you told me to stop talking to soft toys, and you said you are cuter than my soft toy. And i kept calling you to go die! And you will call me baka! And sometimes will go go cold war, but you always gave in to me. I still remember all the songs that you sang too. Especially the Barney one. And the dont matter, you compose one. Last fri, i told you i wanted to eat ice cream, and you said you would treat me:] But guess its too late. Remember in audi, play club mg, and i made you lose? And got one night, we talked about wine, and you horny, lol!

And on xmas, i was so scared, cos i thought thats the end. Untill midnight, got your surprise and i was really happy. That night before i went to Thailand, i didnt tell you my last wish. I wished we didnt have to break on 25th. It did came true:]

I told you, i felt like a third party. So maybe, this is the best way out. Remember when you asked me about that guy? That was the past. Accepting him wont do any good. I wasnt sad cos of him. I really do hope you'll be with her somehow. I felt so guilty whenever i spoilt your mood. Everytime you told me to tell you things, but i just kept it to myself. I didnt know why too.

Everything is over now and everything will be left as memories. I will face it. I know its not easy to cheer up. But i will. Yes, there were feelings involved. But was i wrong? I really couldnt help it. Nothing would change the fact now. I just hope you will still be happy, that way, i will be happy too. Promise me you'll be happy.

Guess thats the last time im calling you dear.
Goodbye.