I cannot go on like this no more. 

2 years ago, i chose to know you.

2 years later, i should have known not to know you. 

Time after time. Same things just happen. All the same. 

Still no matter what i do, you appear in my life, unknowingly.

We could tell each other everything but it should just stop there. 

You say fate, i say coincidence. Nothing more, nothing else. 

I used to contemplate. No, not this time. 

My mistake, i'd admit. And i am sorry. If it wasn't for me...

People sacrifice cos they can't get the best of both worlds. 

This i accept. You should too.

You're 19 now. Don't make another mistake again.

You're not a failure, i know you're not. 

It's just that you can't turn back time. Not even once. 

Let the future speak for itself. You can't predict anyway. 

Right now, i choose to close myself off from you. For as long as it will take.

I learned how to wake up from my own dream. 

Time to seek solace on my own now.

PS: Sorry Boyi. I should have listened.