So....
All the shit people say about studying for O's is counterworking for me. Seriously counterworking. Why wouldn't they let me be? Perhaps.you.should.leave.me.alone.really.
I am amazed at the fact how i could just go on and on,
thinking, thinking, thinking and thinking.
Well, is it worth it then, to pretend that everything's okay?
And to only step into a room with pale green and blue walls with indifferent hearts that you have no choice but to face cause they surround you, cause they've been too close too long yet only able lament to someone that seems a million miles away from you.
I've been wanting to say this thou idk what's holding me back.
Is this how it's gonna get? How there's no more of nothing?
Or how i might even lose my closest, closest bestfriend?
Time after time, just smile and be happy, i'd tell myself.
I think it is high time i accept all good things to come to an end.
Where're you now? When're you coming back?