Just another facade


"Can call them book place for you alrd, BB ITE." Ben, you win alrd!
It's okay. MDIS. I call this early planning.
If not for the comforting hugs, how the fuck would i get thru this?

Today when i thought something would happen, the opposite just did.
Well, it's okay but down inside... that's a whole other story. It's not Chinese.
But i've promised far too many people not to screw up now that i just can't.

When i sat in the bus today, i thought of what i lost, what i never had....