Do you know what this is? Do you?
Ever crossed your mind what's gonna happen next?
Ever thought of what would become of this?
I've fucked my whole life up.
What can i not live without now. Education, family, friends?
Don't wanna lose you Rach. You know what i mean.
I just don't get how things can't go back to the past.
I don't give a fuck about the future anymore cos even he left me hanging there.
What's there to hope. Is there even any?
No drive, no spirit, it's just my frame that everyone sees.
How long is this going to take?
I said what i thought i should. I said what i thought would help.
This time i made the right choice, i know i did.
It's going to be the best way out for all of us.
There's so much left unsaid, even to the closest.
Right from day 1, I was alr the dead fish.
You think you know me? You know nothing. So don't even try to guess, please.
1 comment:
Sometimes in life, things don't go the way you want it too neither does it end up the way you thought it will be. There is surely hope, no matter how bad the situation seems to be, it isn't hopeless. There is surely hope but the important thing is that you do not give up hope and you do not give up on yourself. Yes, you did make a wrong decision and took a wrong step but it doesn't matter anymore. Let it be and try to salvage it within your own means. I'm sure rach wouldn't want to lose you as well. Cheer up, everything will be fine. Try looking at the stars at night, a night full of stars do cheer you up and one of those stars is your guiding star, illuminating the dark path for you
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