&&I can share all my secrets with her<3

I find it so hard.
I'd do anything to find a strength to be with you.
I just need sometime to free my piece of mind.
But before you go, I want you to know.
I'm trying to find my way back into you.

Im fucking unhappy. But let's just leave it the way it is. Something's gonna happen soon. Whether its good or bad, doesnt matter anymore. The only one who can stop this is so out of reach. I never thought this would happen, till i realised; i have lost myself. Yes, i am pathetic.