I wont, and i will not. You want it all to be my fault? So be it. I had enough and i certainly cant carry on going like that. I live, not only to please people. You dont get it, dont you? Im not like you. And its pretty obvious that we both want different things in life. Whenever i think back, i wonder, what keeps us tgt as such good friends.

Leave me alone. Im tired of crying. Im sick of tears. Let me just vanish for some time.